Being in love is comfortable. Love is a natural state of being for humans. To not be in love is to suffer. Love understands and understanding is patient with love. To understand does not eliminate suffering rather illuminates love. It allows patience.

Society distract our true vision of love. Today's society turns love into a possession and a object to be controlled.

I will not control love. I will not force love to my space. I will see love. I will be with love. And I will be grateful...

biology of our realationship

Being...Evolving...Growing...Understanding... I feel our biological chemistry is in harmony with each other. Human relationships with each other are a tremendously biological process. I often ponder how the structure of the brain is malleable, and how relationships with other humans contributes to the form and reformation of our brain structure. Behavior is influenced by the structure of the brain and the structure of the brain is formed by behavior.... How we behave in our daily lives and relationships with humans and all other beings is a amazing process to be pondered upon. I believe love is a primal drive in humans. We are inherently creatures of love. To behave in a manner that reflects this belief is a primary goal in my life.

Anxiety

Anxious butterflies flourish in my stomach and the wind from which their wings echo becomes a deep sadness in the bottom of my heart.

The ocean in my heart stirs wind, water, and sun that rush out of endless motion.

There is a connection made.

The butterfly’s wings are still. I am at ease. If a butterfly lands on you, you are blessed. When the butterflies are still my stomach is as though a small srping feed pond where the bullfrog sings ocasional hyms.

When I see someone for the first time and I feel love for that person, I wonder if this love that I feel is unconditional love. Was the love that I felt for that person based on a love that I felt for them before I ever met them, or is it based on the condition for which I see that person in? I think that my love for people I have not met is based on a past lifetime, and or a genuine love for all. If it is based on a past lifetime; than I have met that person in some form before. I feel unconditional love for all. Breathing is a testament to that statement, in the way that I believe that the universe lies within a single cell. Ecological and biological processes are infinite in space and time, as well as in energy. Cells are biological processes that are infinite in space, time, and energy.

State Capitol

I have moved to Lansing MI to go to school at Michigan State University for Organic Farming.

In thé window of thé small stairwell off the back of the house that leads to the land where the dogs can roam free, and every tormenting hour of being locked up in a cage is released, this is where I have grown green onions over the past two weeks, from Groundswell Community Farm. I simply take the root ends from my green onions, and I put them in a cup of water in the windowsill. I would recomend changing the water everyday, or they may begin to rot. The rooting green onion root is awfull!

The garden I planted at Home is my attempt to mimic nature combining biointensive, permaculture, square foot, organic, and some biodynamic gardening practices. I have been drinking coffee, but I am now making infused water, with cucumber,mint, tomato, and lemon basil. I am trying to make diffrent flavors with those ingredients, all from my garden.